My Online Diary



10/06/2026:

Guys, I'll be honest, it reached the midnight hour and I decided I couldn't stay awake much longer and survive at work today so I smoked to put myself to bed. I honestly do not regret this decision, and I am going to continue on my break. I luckily had work at the crack ass of dawn today so I should be plenty tired when it comes time to hit the hay tonight. Aside from this, today was a great day, I am a kick ass mid-shift supervisor and I believe that the entire team felt how great today ways. Either way, all I have to do now is work on the last of my accounting class and make sure I am getting to bed earlier than normal tonight to be able to open tomorrow. If anyone has any tips or tricks on how to survive a tolerance break as a daily smoker, I would love to hear them!!



10/05/2026:

Today I started my first ever tolerance break. While this seems like a fairly run of the mill thing for a weed smoker to do, for me this is something I have never done. Today is the first full day of being sober, and not smoking at ALL for any reason. This is proving to be a little bit more of a challenge than I had originally thought. I did not expect to be thinking about it as much as I have and I hope that the rest of this break goes better than today. Luckily in doing this I have a tremendous amount of support, not only from my partner but my friends and coworkers. I hope that by the end of this I feel a little more secure in myself, and my ability to take on emotional challenged without needing weed as a crutch. I am hoping that I will not struggle to sleep as much as I anticipate. I will be coming back tomorrow with more of an update on this break! If you have any advice or supportive words I love to hear <3